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I think that maybe I shouldn't go to school anymore. Not everyone is cut out for college. What does anyone do with a history degree anyway? It seems like this isn't meant to be.

I can't drop out again. I think Cass would leave me. He has worked really hard putting me through school. I don't know how I am going to tell him about the fail. Maybe he wont ask...

Maybe--Horror!--I'm not as smart as I think I am. Why do dumb people get degrees and I can't? Because I am dumber?

ughhhhh!

I still have a final paper to write. It's due tomorrow by 4pm. I can't bring myself to write it. I can't see the point.

Someone has to do menial jobs, right??? I wish someone would pay me to do crossword puzzles. I am way proficient in crosswords.

A point of fact: I have been working so hard to get my grades up I have done maybe 3 crosswords in the last 2 months. I usually do 5 or 6 a week. I should have kept doing them. Apparently giving them up didn't make a difference.

I really want a marie callendar chicken pot pie. Like really really. Everything in the house is healthy! Damn my hippie genes!

Did anyone see Law and Order: SVU this week?? Talk about daddy issues! I just finished it. WOW.

Ok I guess I should write this now. I might as well salvage what I can.